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ME: Dedicated & determined Jesus-follower, crazy-in-love with my husband, devoted to my kids, Nammy to Kate, Ludovic & Eloise, idea person, eternity thinker, passionate about missions, hot curry maniac, fanatical about all things "pioneer", daisy-crazy, trusting God for constant growth and grace in my life.

3/31/2010

god in a box . . .

have you ever seen a documentary on filmmaking?
have you ever taken the time to watch the "behind the scenes" extras that they have on many dvds?
if you have, you've seen the director at work with his entourage of support people hustling about - outside the boundaries of the "production-eye."
you see microphones, lifted high on metal arms above the actors, ready to capture the dialogue.
you see cameramen focusing in at every angle.
the film that is the end result does not capture the "big picture."
the "big picture" cannot confine all of the activity and planning and masterminding that goes on beyond what we will see on the screen at the theatre.
this whole picture makes me think of what goes on in the spirit world.
we are like the actors, playing out our lives, scene by scene, on the earth.
and God is orchestrating it all behind the scenes.
i think we would be astounded to see life beyond the limitations
of our miniscule understanding - beyond the limitations of our five senses.
we need spiritual eyes and divine discernment to understand what we
cannot see
cannot touch
cannot hear
cannot smell
cannot feel.
so much that happens only really happens because God has allowed it, or orchestrated it for some purpose.
sadly, we humans have a great need to be able to explain everything.
to define everything within the scope of our limited understanding.
we need to "box in" reasons why things happen.
we need human, carnal perimeters for life.
it's sad that we cannot just have the "faith of a little child"
in so many of life's circumstances.
i can only pray that God will give me discernment
and the eyes to see behind the scenes . . .
to see His purposes at work in the world around me
and in my own life.

3/29/2010

appointment with death . . .

i was driving through the city today
and went by the intersection of riverside and baseline roads.
planted into the earth at that intersection, i saw a wooden cross
adorned with flowered wreaths.
whose life did that cross represent? whose place did it mark?
it clearly enshrined the place where someone died . . . someone who was loved.
it marked the place on earth where someone's days on earth were left behind.
it marked the place where, with one last breath, a soul entered into eternity.
i'm sure they had no idea, when they got out of bed that morning that "today" would be their last day on earth.
it just was.
it was the day of their appointment with death.
just as God's word says . . . every human being has an appointed day to die.
(hebrews 9:27)
there is no "fairness" in death. we cannot package it up and define it.
life truly is a vapour . . . that appears for awhile and then vanishes away.
(james 4:14)
i want to live each day saying, "if the Lord wills, i shall live and do this or that."
(james 4:15)
the Lord gives, and the Lord takes away.
blessed be His name forever . . . for eternity.

3/14/2010

this is a photo that i took last fall
when i was exploring a graveyard in ottawa.
i like graveyards.
i like walking through them reading the tombstones
and imagining the lives that they mark.
graveyards should make people think.
graveyards bring us face to face with eternity.
i think that anything that makes us think eternally
is good.
after all . . .
eternity is what is really important.