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ME: Dedicated & determined Jesus-follower, crazy-in-love with my husband, devoted to my kids, Nammy to Kate, Ludovic & Eloise, idea person, eternity thinker, passionate about missions, hot curry maniac, fanatical about all things "pioneer", daisy-crazy, trusting God for constant growth and grace in my life.

10/20/2009

prayer . . .

i do not serve God or pray, just so that i can see "results."
i do not serve God with conditions. God is not a "means to an end."
He is alpha and omega . . . He is my all in all.
i follow Him unconditionally, purposefully and intentionally
with commitment and determination . . . as He gives me strength.
i do this because HE IS . . . and for no other reason.
Jesus is above all that i love and all that i hold dear.
my prayer is, and always will be, to be found faithful.
may i have the faith of abraham, who honoured God even above the love he had for his child.
i want to possess the same kind of faith job had - whose determination and commitment enabled him to see God in all circumstances . . . and to not only see God, but to trust His will for his life.
may i always trust and praise You in all circumstances.
may i seek, pray for, and sincerely accept Your will in my life . . . for all of my days.



9/09/2009

my desire . . .

speak of the Lord . . .
speak to the Lord . . .
day by day . . . moment by moment.
see Jesus in everything.
make Him part of every thought, every deed, every purpose.
think of Him when i open my eyes in the morning.
meditate on His word.
ask for His will every day.
think of Him when i close my eyes at night.
meditate on His word.
thank Him.
worship Him.
that is my desire.

7/14/2009

the unseen . . .

"no eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived
what God has prepared for those who love him"
1 corinthians 2:9

how finite our minds are . . .
how little we understand the works of God . . .
how small we are.

God's ways are so much higher than our ways . . .
God's purposes are unfathomable . . .

Lord, i trust in what i cannot see . . .
i don't need to see
you know it all . . .
you know the beginning and the end
my faith is in you.

7/07/2009

i am yours . . .


i read psalm 138:3, 7-8 today
and my online devotional this morning
i read . . .
"Jesus, you’re my protector, and i believe you rule over the events of my life . . .
if anything happens to me, it’s only because you allowed it
and i trust your purpose in doing it.
help me understand the lesson you want me to learn from it
if I walk in righteousness and have your joy in my heart
then my living and dying will bring glory to you
i trust that you may have some prepared glory
some eternal purpose
that my finite mind doesn’t understand . . .
but either way
i’ll say, ‘Jesus, whether i live or die . . .
i am yours!’”
yes . . . lord Jesus . . . i am yours . . .

5/15/2009

small house . . . big home




not so long ago . . .
families lived with so much less than we have today.
they lived in small houses, often less than 1000 square feet,
with maybe 3 bedrooms and 1 bathroom.
no family room, no ensuite, no recroom.
they may have had one radio - and later, one t.v.
but no computer. no email. no facebook. no online banking.
no "time-saving" machines, like dishwashers, microwaves, freezers, front-loading washers & dryers, breadmakers, coffeemakers . . . on and on the list could go.
they may have had one family car.
mom would typically stay at home while dad went off to work.
dad provided.
mom managed the home and kids.
a complementary team.
today . . . we have so much more . . . or, do we?
two incomes . . . but more debt.
two, or more vehicles . . . all going in different directions.
bigger homes . . . fewer kids.
time-saving devices . . . that rob us of quality time together.
our life-styles today are richer, but only in "things."
really, we have been robbed of time.
we have less time to reflect, relax, have meal times around the table . . .
less quality time for friends and for family.
we have less time for God. less time for His word. less time to pray.
simple things that were part of everyday life in the past have been lost.
so . . . i don't know what to think of "progress."
i'm not convinced it could all be called progress.
oh, i know there are many good things . . . like medical advances . . . and more
and i do appreciate them.
but, i wonder if living in this age of instant information and instant gratification
has really made us better in character and better in relationships
. . . in the things that count.
even though everything is bigger, faster and more available, is it really better?
big deal . . . we know more.
yes, we can find anything out and are "smarter" than ever before
but are we really?
i don't know if all of it is worth trading in the simple things of yesterday.

4/29/2009

safety . . .



i love God's Word
it's trustworthy
it's comforting
it's inspiring
i love the psalms of king david
and today
i especially love psalm 91


"the person who rests in the shadow of the most high God

will be kept safe by the mighty one
i will say about the Lord
'he is my place of safety
he is like a fort to me
he is my God and i trust in him'
he will certainly save you from hidden traps
and from deadly sickness
he will cover you with his wings
under the feathers of his wings you will find safety
he is faithful and he will keep you safe like a shield or a tower
you won't have to be afraid of the terrors that come during the night
you won't have to fear the arrows that come at you during the day
you won't have to be afraid of the sickness that attacks in the darkness
you won't have to fear the plague that destroys at noon
a thousand may fall dead at your side
ten thousand may fall near your right hand
but no harm will come to you
you will see with your own eyes
how God punishes sinful people
the Lord is the one who keeps you safe
so let the most high God be like a home to you
then no harm will come to you
no terrible plague will come near your tent
the Lord will command his angels
to take good care of you
they will lift you up in their hands
then you won't trip over a stone
you will walk all over lions and cobras
you will crush mighty lions and poisonous snakes
the Lord says, 'i will save the one who loves me
i will keep him safe because he trusts in me
he will call out to me and I will answer him
i will be with him in times of trouble
i will save him and honour him
i will give him a long and full life
i will save him'"

amen
so be it Lord . . .
i ask you . . . who could add to that?
i have no more to say
God's Word said it all . . . perfectly!

4/17/2009

revelation 12:11


"And they overcame him by the blood of the lamb,
and by the word of their testimony . . ."


on monday evening, may 4th, i will be sharing my testimony
with our ladies group at church
i promised the Lord a long time ago
that i would always say 'yes' when asked to speak
and to share what He has done in my life
God is my all in all
my saviour
my lord
my teacher
my comforter
my inspiration
my hope
my love
i'm praying that Jesus will be glorified
in all that i share
and that what He has done for me
will be a help and encouragement for others
thank you, Jesus