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ME: Dedicated & determined Jesus-follower, crazy-in-love with my husband, devoted to my kids, Nammy to Kate, Ludovic & Eloise, idea person, eternity thinker, passionate about missions, hot curry maniac, fanatical about all things "pioneer", daisy-crazy, trusting God for constant growth and grace in my life.

5/01/2010

Lord, You know my comings and goings.
You know my thoughts from afar off. You know me altogether.
may my every thought be rooted in You.
with Your mighty, but gentle breath, blow away the chaff from my thoughts, Lord.
remove foolishness far from me.
give me the desire to pursue the eternal and not be caught up in the temporal.
and above all, give me Your love to motivate all that i
say, think and do.
lure me, by Your love, to my own secret place every day
that i might know You, and be filled up with Your presence.
amen.

4/19/2010

back to the basics . . .

what do we really need to live our lives?
. . . need . . . not want.
how little we could actually live with!
how much we could live without!
in days gone by, people didn't worry about adorning their homes with "stuff."
there were no shopping sprees at homesense.
it was the important things that decorated a home . . .
family, friends, laughter, love . . . that was enough.
the brick and stone was only what sheltered the real home.
it provided what was needed to live.
clean, pure water to drink and wash with . . .
healthy, untampered-with food - organic in the purest sense . . .
simple foods and simple choices . . .
fuel for warmth and cooking . . .
and most important of all - faith
and recognition that it is God who provides it all.
it is God who gives us health and strength to enjoy life.
it is God who gives us our very breath.

3/31/2010

god in a box . . .

have you ever seen a documentary on filmmaking?
have you ever taken the time to watch the "behind the scenes" extras that they have on many dvds?
if you have, you've seen the director at work with his entourage of support people hustling about - outside the boundaries of the "production-eye."
you see microphones, lifted high on metal arms above the actors, ready to capture the dialogue.
you see cameramen focusing in at every angle.
the film that is the end result does not capture the "big picture."
the "big picture" cannot confine all of the activity and planning and masterminding that goes on beyond what we will see on the screen at the theatre.
this whole picture makes me think of what goes on in the spirit world.
we are like the actors, playing out our lives, scene by scene, on the earth.
and God is orchestrating it all behind the scenes.
i think we would be astounded to see life beyond the limitations
of our miniscule understanding - beyond the limitations of our five senses.
we need spiritual eyes and divine discernment to understand what we
cannot see
cannot touch
cannot hear
cannot smell
cannot feel.
so much that happens only really happens because God has allowed it, or orchestrated it for some purpose.
sadly, we humans have a great need to be able to explain everything.
to define everything within the scope of our limited understanding.
we need to "box in" reasons why things happen.
we need human, carnal perimeters for life.
it's sad that we cannot just have the "faith of a little child"
in so many of life's circumstances.
i can only pray that God will give me discernment
and the eyes to see behind the scenes . . .
to see His purposes at work in the world around me
and in my own life.

3/29/2010

appointment with death . . .

i was driving through the city today
and went by the intersection of riverside and baseline roads.
planted into the earth at that intersection, i saw a wooden cross
adorned with flowered wreaths.
whose life did that cross represent? whose place did it mark?
it clearly enshrined the place where someone died . . . someone who was loved.
it marked the place on earth where someone's days on earth were left behind.
it marked the place where, with one last breath, a soul entered into eternity.
i'm sure they had no idea, when they got out of bed that morning that "today" would be their last day on earth.
it just was.
it was the day of their appointment with death.
just as God's word says . . . every human being has an appointed day to die.
(hebrews 9:27)
there is no "fairness" in death. we cannot package it up and define it.
life truly is a vapour . . . that appears for awhile and then vanishes away.
(james 4:14)
i want to live each day saying, "if the Lord wills, i shall live and do this or that."
(james 4:15)
the Lord gives, and the Lord takes away.
blessed be His name forever . . . for eternity.

3/14/2010

this is a photo that i took last fall
when i was exploring a graveyard in ottawa.
i like graveyards.
i like walking through them reading the tombstones
and imagining the lives that they mark.
graveyards should make people think.
graveyards bring us face to face with eternity.
i think that anything that makes us think eternally
is good.
after all . . .
eternity is what is really important.

12/26/2009

matthew 2:12
". . . and they departed for their own country by another way."

the magi who followed the star to bethlehem
found Jesus.
there in a lowly stable, they knelt before the king of all kings
and worshiped Him.
when they left His presence,
they could not go back the same way they came.
they went another way . . . a new way.
it is the same for anyone who encounters Jesus today.
when we "see" Him . . .
when we meet Him and know Him
we can never go back from where we came.
everything is new.
we are born again
and we go a new way.

12/24/2009

gold, frankincense and myrrh

i was wondering today . . .
could the ages of the earth be defined by the gifts of the magi?
by gold, frankincense and myrrh?

i think that the gold would represent the time that Jesus walked on earth
among men . . . in the form of a man.
God among men!
it was time when people could see Him, audibly hear Him
and touch Him!

frankincense . . . that would represent the time after
Jesus' death on the cross, until today.
it is the age we live in now.
it is the time when the fragrance of Jesus
makes His existence plain to all who have the heart to see.
it is the fragrance of God's word and the Holy Spirit that
gives us true life.

and myrrh.
perhaps this is the age that is still to come
when the true church, that has worshiped God in spirit and in truth, has been raptured
and when the mighty God pours out His wrath upon the earth and on mankind.
myrrh . . . could it represent the burial spice that will prepare a world saturated with sin for it's fiery death, as predicted in scripture?

gold, frankincense and myrrh . . .
then and now.